Mighty Meghan

Mighty Meghan

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

What a day :/

I am so proud of Meghan with the progress she has made since her shunt was put in.  She has come such a long ways and has accomplished so much.  But, she has good days and bad days.  Today was a rough one.  One of Meghan's biggest issue is her balance when walking.  She's been walking for almost a month now, but she falls often.  This is because her CSF flow is blocked and the CSF can't carry the correct balance and coordination communication from the brain to the rest of her body because it's blocked.  Everytime she falls my heart aches for her more and more.  She gets so frustrated.  She has overall low muscle tone, but especially in her shoulders and arms.  When you fall, your arms should come out and prevent you from taking a complete spill.  Sometimes Meghan is able to catch herself, other times her arms will collapse and doesn't catch her fall, so she lands on her face or head.  This is the worst feeling.  Today was probably her worst day as far as falling and she had a few big falls.  These are the kind of days where I wish her surgery was tomorrow instead of a month away.  I try my hardest to let her be a kid and explore her surroundings, but I wish I could just wrap her up in bubble wrap :) 

But.....tomorrow is a brand new day and we'll start over tomorrow!

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